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Posted by pennyiscool - 14 hours ago
It's not because of me finding out my friends are terrible, I'm the terrible one.
Today I said something to my friend, as a joke. Then I realized what I said and really hurt her feelings. I tried apologizing, but she didnt want it. It's my fault I'm losing friends. I'm paying the price for being a dick. I'm trying to become better, but I'm not making progress so far.
I can relate, it's important to choose your words wisely before you speak, try to think what it would feel like if someone said that to you first. Words can have a huge impact, including the ones you don't say.
Don't be too hard on yourself we all make mistakes now and then, if you judge yourself all the time that's the reason why you judge others. It's hard to be a friend if your enemy is you.
My negativity has affected at least three artists and made them quit.
It's all about controlling that inner monologue. The things you think can trap you in a cycle of misery it's up to you to discern if they'll really lies or truths.
You can't really put people or yourself into categories, everyone is constantly changing.
Diamondmanpixel76
maybe over time, they'll realize that you didn't mean it, and they may accept your apology
pennyiscool
Doubt it, honestly. They've been bullied a bunch, and I think I made it worse.